[ the grin she's sporting melts into something nearly wicked. of course it's his shirt. what's more, it's only his shirt, and if she were to lift her hips or move just so, said shirt might hike up on her hips just enough to prove it. ]
What's it look like?
[ and what's he going to do about it if it is: the question that she doesn't need to ask, lingering in the laughter begging to be spilled out from behind her grinning mouth. ]
[ it's over, she wins, he loses, he doesn't care. he crawls into bed with a purpose now, not stopping until he's laying on top of her, feeling the fabric of his shirt against his body.
what a heady sensation, one that pulls a shiver from him. god. she's so — he doesn't even know what to say there. she's important and he wants her here and he wants here there and he just wants her. ]
You win. [ and her prize is his mouth descending down to hers, fitting against hers easily. ]
[ damn fucking right she wins. she gets him into bed, she gets to feel his body react to hers, she gets to see the way his eyes roll into the back of his head at the sight of her in his shirt — and, perhaps most satisfying, she gets the eager, desperate touch he's held off so far tonight, his mouth crashing against hers as his hands clutch at skin and shirt and everything between.
between kisses, between gasps of breath, between legs slotting against each other, caroline doesn't resist the moan that slips from her lips. she can't, and she doesn't want to. she wants him to know just how much she wanted him to find her, how much she wanted him to react, how much she wants him just like this.
she could tell him, she knows. she could confess all the thoughts that flit through her head, the way her stomach twists, the way her heart seems to seize in her chest when he smiles at her — but it's not the right time. never seems to be. so she'll hold it until it is, and take this in the meantime. if she can't have all of him (if she can't have the parts she doesn't dare to ask for yet), she can have this a hundred times over. ]
[ for a second, all he can do is kiss her, so overwhelmed with want and desire and out of his mind with it knowing she was in his bed, in his shirt and she'd done that just to try and get a rise out of him.
she'd succeeded. he deepens their kiss, trying to say thank you or show his appreciation or he doesn't even know. he just likes kissing her, he likes being close to her, he likes her. it's that simple.
when one of her hands skims over his shoulder, he reaches back for it, lacing his fingers with hers and pressing it down onto the bed. when he pulls back to take a breath, he keeps kissing her, lips finding her cheek and the line of her jaw, her temple, her ear, until he breathes out and blinks down at her. ]
[ the shift is subtle, just one single moment, but it's there — his body presses into hers, weight bearing down, but marcos tugs her hand above her head and holds it there and caroline can't help but let out a soft groan of approval. it's a reminder of the last time he'd kept her pinned in place, of her hands tied up by soft leather above her head; it's a reminder that sends arousal rushing through her, eager and wanting and greedy for it as she breathes out hot air against his skin. ]
I thought you'd want me to take it off?
[ but sharing is caring, right? maybe he's feeling particularly generous today. (really, he's generous all the time: with his time, with his attention, with his reassurances and encouragements and devotion. this is just another variety of the same.) ]
[ doesn't that tend to happen when they get around each other? if they weren't in public, eventually clothes started to come off no matter how their time together started. he hadn't even planned on her coming over tonight (though he always liked when she did) but now, here they were, in his bed, wearing one whole outfit between them. ]
I meant tomorrow. I want you to take it with you whenever you leave tomorrow.
[ after breakfast, after lunch, whatever. he slips his free hand down and snags the edge of his shirt so he can tug it up a little, letting it settle around her waist before he rested his hips against hers. ]
[ sometimes, even in public. the ferris wheel had been a mix of both, hadn't it? the presumption of privacy and then the realization and subsequent crash back to public earth. this, at least, was fully private. ]
Can you handle that? [ a soft exhale, appreciation and adjustment both, as he settles against her; his weight is warm and firm over her hips, but it's a weight she welcomes, familiar and enticing all at once. as he shifts, her face tips up to his, a coy smile toying at the edge of her mouth. ] If I take it with me, I'm gonna wear it to bed at night.
[ can he handle that mental image? her, in his shirt and nothing else, all alone in her bed... thinking about him, probably, and having to take care of what he's not there to do? ]
[ really trying to make it so marcos can't focus on anything, huh? he bites down on his lip again, a familiar reaction when something happens that riles him up, and he moans a little. ]
I think — I think I can deal with it just fine.
[ maybe he'd lay there and imagine it and have to take care of himself but the thought of her taking one of his shirts and wearing it to bed warms him right around his heart. ]
[ god, she loves the way he sounds. how he doesn't hold back any of his reactions, how he moans and groans and swears her name like a prayer under his breath. each one sends a shiver down her spine, a flush of wanting through her stomach and down; each one makes her want more and more every time. ]
Okay.
[ and as close as he is, the agreement breathes out in hot air against his cheeks and nose, a gust of breath over his skin as he leans in. ]
Truth or dare?
[ he said the game was over, but she wants just one more round. ]
[ he doesn't answer right away, choosing to press a kiss against her lower and then upper lip before sighing and looking down at her. ]
Dare.
[ he expects that whatever she chooses, he's going to get some version of the same thing from her. so, he goes with dare just to see what she has in mind. ]
[ she could give him something reckless or risque — i dare you to kiss me comes to mind, seductive and flirtatious — or something silly. she could dare him into pumping the brakes, or maybe another cold shower.
instead, though, caroline goes for something soft, something sweet; a gentle exhale of breath and a smile. ]
Tell somebody I'm your girlfriend.
[ and then her breath, held in her throat, waiting for the response. ]
[ it takes him a second to figure out how to call someone and bring caroline onto the call with him. implants are strange but he's glad they've retained some of the same capabilities as the cell phones he's used to.
he connects with jyn easily enough and then tells her exactly what Caroline's requested. ]
Hey, Jyn. Sorry to bother you. I'm here with Caroline, and we're just hanging out — [ sort of half nakedly ] and I just wanted to let you know that we've decided she's my girlfriend and I'm pretty happy about that.
[ jyn was relaxing in bed reading a plant book to prepare for her farm life and platonically playing with cassian's hair, but now she is having a phone call. jyn erso would prefer texting. ]
Congratulations?
[ a beat before a distracted: ] No, Cassian, why would I be saying congratulations to you? For, what, your face? I'm talking to Marcos. Apparently Caroline is his girlfriend now and this is news.
[ caroline doesn't realize what he's doing until it's too late, until he's connected the call and jyn's given her slightly confused greeting — everything okay? because, well, it could not be — and then it's really too late to do anything but laugh.
awkwardly, a bit embarrassed; her face buries into his chest as she pulls him down over her, but it does nothing to hide the warmth and joy in her voice when she finally manages to put together words. ]
It's news to me, [ is caroline's very astute statement, followed up by one in a (still entirely audible, because brain implants hushed whisper. ] I didn't mean right now.
[ well, too late to do anything about it now. jyn was in on the news and marcos wasn't going to do anything ridiculous like taking it back. he peers down at her, amused and almost certain that she was probably blushing. ]
Besides, of course it's news. We just decided it. That makes it news.
[ thanks for the cameo, jyn. at least when she hangs up, the line fades, and caroline can focus her attentions on rolling her eyes at the man currently smothering her. ]
[ he's innocent. he's totally and utterly innocent. and he can't help but laugh at her and how she's still trying to use him to hide. ]
That was the dare though, wasn't it? Tell someone you're my girlfriend? And besides you, Jyn's my closest friend here. I would have told her anyway even if it wasn't a dare.
[ well. that is basically what she dared him to do, isn't it? she just hadn't expected him to take advantage of the whole immediate-access concept of the implant. ]
I didn't know if you'd say 'Yes, Caroline, you're my girlfriend' or if you'd argue with me about it!
Well, I think by calling Jyn that I pretty much did the first one. Why would I argue with you about something like that?
[ it was something he wanted her to be. he wasn't very good at being a boyfriend as evidenced by his last relationship but that doesn't mean he didn't want this with her.
that doesn't mean he didn't want to try. and if he failed, if it went up in a blaze of glory again, he'd grieve and then go on once more. ]
[ so, yes. because she wanted to be. it's all she really wants in life: to be loved, to be cherished, to be put first and celebrated and cared for the way she cares about other people. to feel someone love her so intensely it swallows her whole.
[ that's why he hadn't hesitated when he'd told jyn what he'd told jyn. maybe they should have talked about it, made sure they were on the same page but at least it looks like it worked out. ]
That's what I want. [ so, believe him, caroline, because he means it. ]
[ her smile's going to be permanently etched on her face at this point, seared into the dimples of her cheeks like burnt in pixels on a television screen, a permanent reminder of how absurdly happy this one small thing has made her. ]
Me too.
[ she definitely won this round of truth or dare, that's for sure. ]
No. [ he definitely does not need to make any more phone calls. ] I think she'd kill us if we interrupted her again.
[ the tiniest of yawns, stifled by a hand fluttering up to cover her mouth, echoes between them; caroline's nose wrinkles a bit, but she doesn't move. far too comfortable for all that. ]
I'm still gonna make you pancakes in the morning, though. I promised I would.
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What's it look like?
[ and what's he going to do about it if it is: the question that she doesn't need to ask, lingering in the laughter begging to be spilled out from behind her grinning mouth. ]
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[ it's over, she wins, he loses, he doesn't care. he crawls into bed with a purpose now, not stopping until he's laying on top of her, feeling the fabric of his shirt against his body.
what a heady sensation, one that pulls a shiver from him. god. she's so — he doesn't even know what to say there. she's important and he wants her here and he wants here there and he just wants her. ]
You win. [ and her prize is his mouth descending down to hers, fitting against hers easily. ]
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between kisses, between gasps of breath, between legs slotting against each other, caroline doesn't resist the moan that slips from her lips. she can't, and she doesn't want to. she wants him to know just how much she wanted him to find her, how much she wanted him to react, how much she wants him just like this.
she could tell him, she knows. she could confess all the thoughts that flit through her head, the way her stomach twists, the way her heart seems to seize in her chest when he smiles at her — but it's not the right time. never seems to be. so she'll hold it until it is, and take this in the meantime. if she can't have all of him (if she can't have the parts she doesn't dare to ask for yet), she can have this a hundred times over. ]
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she'd succeeded. he deepens their kiss, trying to say thank you or show his appreciation or he doesn't even know. he just likes kissing her, he likes being close to her, he likes her. it's that simple.
when one of her hands skims over his shoulder, he reaches back for it, lacing his fingers with hers and pressing it down onto the bed. when he pulls back to take a breath, he keeps kissing her, lips finding her cheek and the line of her jaw, her temple, her ear, until he breathes out and blinks down at her. ]
I think you might have to keep this shirt.
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I thought you'd want me to take it off?
[ but sharing is caring, right? maybe he's feeling particularly generous today. (really, he's generous all the time: with his time, with his attention, with his reassurances and encouragements and devotion. this is just another variety of the same.) ]
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[ doesn't that tend to happen when they get around each other? if they weren't in public, eventually clothes started to come off no matter how their time together started. he hadn't even planned on her coming over tonight (though he always liked when she did) but now, here they were, in his bed, wearing one whole outfit between them. ]
I meant tomorrow. I want you to take it with you whenever you leave tomorrow.
[ after breakfast, after lunch, whatever. he slips his free hand down and snags the edge of his shirt so he can tug it up a little, letting it settle around her waist before he rested his hips against hers. ]
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Can you handle that? [ a soft exhale, appreciation and adjustment both, as he settles against her; his weight is warm and firm over her hips, but it's a weight she welcomes, familiar and enticing all at once. as he shifts, her face tips up to his, a coy smile toying at the edge of her mouth. ] If I take it with me, I'm gonna wear it to bed at night.
[ can he handle that mental image? her, in his shirt and nothing else, all alone in her bed... thinking about him, probably, and having to take care of what he's not there to do? ]
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I think — I think I can deal with it just fine.
[ maybe he'd lay there and imagine it and have to take care of himself but the thought of her taking one of his shirts and wearing it to bed warms him right around his heart. ]
I think I want you to. I think you should.
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Okay.
[ and as close as he is, the agreement breathes out in hot air against his cheeks and nose, a gust of breath over his skin as he leans in. ]
Truth or dare?
[ he said the game was over, but she wants just one more round. ]
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Dare.
[ he expects that whatever she chooses, he's going to get some version of the same thing from her. so, he goes with dare just to see what she has in mind. ]
Last one.
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instead, though, caroline goes for something soft, something sweet; a gentle exhale of breath and a smile. ]
Tell somebody I'm your girlfriend.
[ and then her breath, held in her throat, waiting for the response. ]
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[ it takes him a second to figure out how to call someone and bring caroline onto the call with him. implants are strange but he's glad they've retained some of the same capabilities as the cell phones he's used to.
he connects with jyn easily enough and then tells her exactly what Caroline's requested. ]
Hey, Jyn. Sorry to bother you. I'm here with Caroline, and we're just hanging out — [ sort of half nakedly ] and I just wanted to let you know that we've decided she's my girlfriend and I'm pretty happy about that.
[ feel free to interject, ladies. ]
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Congratulations?
[ a beat before a distracted: ] No, Cassian, why would I be saying congratulations to you? For, what, your face? I'm talking to Marcos. Apparently Caroline is his girlfriend now and this is news.
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awkwardly, a bit embarrassed; her face buries into his chest as she pulls him down over her, but it does nothing to hide the warmth and joy in her voice when she finally manages to put together words. ]
It's news to me, [ is caroline's very astute statement, followed up by one in a (still entirely audible, because brain implants hushed whisper. ] I didn't mean right now.
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[ well, too late to do anything about it now. jyn was in on the news and marcos wasn't going to do anything ridiculous like taking it back. he peers down at her, amused and almost certain that she was probably blushing. ]
Besides, of course it's news. We just decided it. That makes it news.
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Well, glad to hear it.
[ fuckin nerds. jyn hangs up on them both, what a good friend. ]
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I can't believe you called her.
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[ he's innocent. he's totally and utterly innocent. and he can't help but laugh at her and how she's still trying to use him to hide. ]
That was the dare though, wasn't it? Tell someone you're my girlfriend? And besides you, Jyn's my closest friend here. I would have told her anyway even if it wasn't a dare.
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[ well. that is basically what she dared him to do, isn't it? she just hadn't expected him to take advantage of the whole immediate-access concept of the implant. ]
I didn't know if you'd say 'Yes, Caroline, you're my girlfriend' or if you'd argue with me about it!
[ don't laugh at her! ]
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[ it was something he wanted her to be. he wasn't very good at being a boyfriend as evidenced by his last relationship but that doesn't mean he didn't want this with her.
that doesn't mean he didn't want to try. and if he failed, if it went up in a blaze of glory again, he'd grieve and then go on once more. ]
So, are you my girlfriend or did I lie to Jyn?
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[ so, yes. because she wanted to be. it's all she really wants in life: to be loved, to be cherished, to be put first and celebrated and cared for the way she cares about other people. to feel someone love her so intensely it swallows her whole.
that's what she wants. ]
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[ that's why he hadn't hesitated when he'd told jyn what he'd told jyn. maybe they should have talked about it, made sure they were on the same page but at least it looks like it worked out. ]
That's what I want. [ so, believe him, caroline, because he means it. ]
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Me too.
[ she definitely won this round of truth or dare, that's for sure. ]
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[ he drops a light kiss against her lips and then pulls back enough to smile at her. ]
Good. I'm glad we're in agreement.
[ even if he was a little worried about being a good boyfriend after last time. people kept on leaving him and that's...affecting to say the least. ]
Do I need to call Jyn back and tell her we're all agreed now?
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[ the tiniest of yawns, stifled by a hand fluttering up to cover her mouth, echoes between them; caroline's nose wrinkles a bit, but she doesn't move. far too comfortable for all that. ]
I'm still gonna make you pancakes in the morning, though. I promised I would.
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